a memory

The days are passing by so fast! I remember when one of my friends sent me a message telling me that Tokio Hotel was coming to Denmark, I mean; little, tiny DENMARK! I didn't believe it at first but it stood at a website and I went completely C R A Z Y ! Then I called Line and I couldn't even get the words from my lips, I was so excited! I mean; Tokio Hotel planned two concerts here in 2008 but when they had to cancel the tour they didn't make a concert here after, it was so sad s; But they had planned one here, I mean like.. S E R I O U S ! And then we tried to call Kita, like a million times but she didn't even pick up the phone! Stupid, stupid Kita - I still love you<3>s l o w l y and I was counting down, I bet it started around '150 days left' and it went down, slow of course! I was so impaitient; I wanted it to be the 1st of march and I just wanted the tour to finally begin! And so it did, the tour finally began! And the last couple of days; from their first concert on this tour and to friday the 26th of february; I've N E V E R in my entire life, tried to have time passing by so slow, seriously it went so fucking slow oh my gosh! But it became friday and I, Line and Kita went to Copenhagen to wait, and when we arrived we got number, Kita recieved number; 18, Line; 19 and I got number 20. It was unbelievable to know that we had such small numbers FOR A TOKIO HOTEL CONCERT! Small numbers to a Tokio Hotel concert? Then things aren't going to be fucking better!? Well; friday night, whole saturday and whole sunday we spent, relaxing outside with CAMP HUMANOID, CAMP KLAM, CAMP JUMBIE & CAMP BUMB (I don't remember more? xD) it was amazing; I mean, it's just an experience for L I F E ! I would not want to delete that from my memory for anything in the world, it was so awesome! I know, for most people it's hard to understand why people would sleep outside without even a tent just to see a concert! Well, for us it's not hard to understand cause we'd do anything to be in front row, Tokio Hotel is just thát good! Well monday, yes, M O N D A Y it was the day of the concert and more people were showing up and the line was getting longer and longer! The security was SHIT but it's all worth it! When we had to be let in, the security was shit again, but we got in (with alot of trouble) but we got a good place, a front row place, seriously; FRONT ROW, I STOOD BY THE FREAKING FENCE! The concert was unbelievable, I've never in my life seen Tom so fucking H O T, I melted so badly oh my gosh! And Bill with those costumes and dancemoves, cutiepiiie!? Hahaha, and Gustav, he was just so sweet! And I won't forget Georg, I love Georg too, he's awesome! The way they connected with the fans was just unbelievable! My favorite songs from this tour live is; Komm, Sonnesystem and Screamin'. And just before I forget; THEY PLAYED GERMAN, FUCKING GERMAN EVERYONE! That made it even better!

Now, when I sit here, 17 days later and think back at it all, the tears cried before the show, the bruises I got, sleeping on the ground under the sky, the discusting toilets, the cold mornings, the money spent, the screams screamed, I only wanted it that way, everything was worth it and forever and e v e r I will keep this sacred in my memory..

- Camilla is out for now people. * Live for today cause yesterday's gone & maybe tomorrow will never come :i